We broke up last two weeks. The time was killing me day by day. I couldnt even live without him. I couldnt find any reason why he broke my heart. But today, I found out that concerned about the family. I knew that I am not native american or someone like that. I came here this country becoz I want my experience. I didnt expect that I am gonn a get a guy. I didnt know what was going on my life. Im so sure that my love that I gave to him, no doubt and reason. I love him as uncondition. I could feel alright and be happier than today. I prmiese. I have to get over him and realize that I also have my family and family who lean on me no matter what happen. Althought, today when I heard that reason, my heart was broken by the way he did. He didnt try to defense me at all. I know that he is not the right now for me. I have to keep myself stronger and stronger as I can. I have to get well day by day. I must forget all the same damn thing he did tell me. Alright I would be fine.

Life here in USA is sucks. My thinnking right now is going head back home and stay with my family. Anyways, this is such a tough situation for me right now. And I dont really know when I will get over it.

I always pray for him no matter what. He used to be the one who I did love and want to be with. So, time goes by so fast, and I have to move on. I will see on day in his life, he might realize that no one can deal and love him as I did.

 

I will wish he lucks and be yourself and goes on by the way he chooses.....